Yesterday I made a pretty depressing post full of self pity. Today, I have a better attitude.
While I am still really tired with fuzzy eyes and a slow-moving, heavy body, I'm not so down on myself. I see the light, sort of. Shit, this is probably all a bad case of PMS anyways...
But there is so much that I can do in life - the possibilities are endless! And it is definitely something I will focus on once I'm back from my trip, but right now I need to put my all in the present! No more sour puss!
I haven't talked about running since my post about my off week so I'll fill you in. It's tough - I'm having a really hard time getting motivated and once I'm out there I'm not at 100%. But I'm doing it. I won't quit. I've been close a few times but I just won't do it. Only 4 more runs left in the program! Can't stop now!
Get ready, folks! T-minus 13 days until we touch down in London town! 2 nights in London, a week in York, then it's jet set to Lanzarote in the Canary Islands (with maybe some diving in my future!) But this is all a whole other post that I will save for later.
Knockin' myself out of my funk because I just can't stand the sound of myself anymore. Suck it up, Morg! Your childhood dream of a vacation is less than 2 fucking weeks away!!!!!!! The other shit can wait!